So seeing as my last update for a while before these few left us with a somewhat unresolved situation I feel I should give a quick update on the subject...
As for talking... there was a fair dip in activity... but then again I'd tend to be the one instigating it... and I was somewhat afraid to... I guess I'm so afraid of causing conflict that I got to detrimental lengths to avoid it... something I should work on and speak of another time...
She went on holiday, I guess this gave things time to cool off... or at least the niggles in my mind... so now she's back, I've been talking to her if and when on facebook chat... still avoiding the wall to wall situation... just using things that aren't apparent to people who aren't me or her... now I know that sounds sneaky... but I'm running off the ignorance is bliss theory.
Something a good friend (JC) said to me the other night stuck though... I can't remember word for word (we were heavily intoxicated) but essentially he reminded me how much I really want to speak to her... for no other reason than loving the company of someone so alike me...
Now there is something perhaps to get off my chest here... my feelings... I don't actively fancy her... she's a little young (still legal mind) and she has a boyfriend... but right now, if she asked, I'd drop everything and come running... I still have an amount of feelings for her... namely that I could see us being good together... but what's the chance of that eh? :P
Cheers for tuning in xxx
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