So I'm sure I explained this one way way back... but one of the reasons I started this blog was... well simply put recovering from a girl who wasn't quite...
It's about 6 months down the road now, and I'd hear nothing... any attempts at contact I made early one were seemingly ignored, and I never heard from her again
That is until now... today she redid her facebook, and added me to the new account... I was taken aback, and in some way my heart sunk to remember... I'd moved on as far as I'd thought... against my better judgement, and regretting it while I did it... I decided to write a simple "Hey, cheers for the ad, how are ya? x" fully expecting to be ignored, deleted, and then feel shite about it all for a short while... but no... it followed a fast 6comment (so far) conversation, just like in the old days, things going well, and being as if nothing had gone 'wrong'.
Now does this mean I'm back where I was 6 months ago... not that I would mind that, but I don't want a repeat of last time... as in the way things fucked up... even though I am pretty sure what happened (this topic will spill into another post)... but I'm sure there's still a flame there that could be easily re-kindled... though I'm kinda apprehensive bout that :/
Don't honestly know where I'm going with this one, this is kinda mental vomit, just getting the thoughts out here in an attempt to clear up in my mind... and hopefully you guys will be kept in the loop atleast
And I have no reason to avoid names... but I have for now... if you want refreshing, just ask... this one I will go into more detail about hapily
Big love to you all... especially you ;) xxx
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