You know those days when absolutely nothing seems to go right... Nothing per say has gone wrong... But certainly not right... You end up feeling like you may as well give up on the world...
Well it seems like one of those days...
I should have known really when my alarm on my old phone decided to go off at 3am for no real reason... Should have just taken it as a sign and written the whole day off and stayed in bed... Bt then I'm sure my dreams would have been less than kind... The one I did have simply reminded me of everything I didn't have...
but then again I never have been one for believing in signs and such bull... And dreams are merely a meaningless extension of the subconcious in which it gets to play around with a mixture of unconnected thoughts.
And that tangentally leads me onto my next point... One that played in my mind a little while back... And sorry... But essentially this is why there is no god.
If there was a god... Then he wanted us to fail... Therefore not all loving... Therefore no god.
god created man in his image... Therefore either god was flawed... Therefore not perfect... Therefore no god.
Humans were given free will... But an all knowing god would still no what they would choose... If this is true then he would know man would fail the test in the garden of eden... And so either set us up to fail (not all caring)... Or didn't know the outcome of free will (not all knowing)... Either way, no god.
Now I know this is heavily antisymetic... And possibly offensive... But I just can't believe in a system which by it's own definition is flawed so badly.
I guess it takes a day like this to see it all clearly... The clarity in the gloominess...
Meh... That's all I got... Feel abit better now... Take care xxx
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