Yesterday I made a big guesture. I've already told some of you what this was, but for the rest, lets just say it's something that will evoke a degree of emotional responce. But the trouble is now it's just me and my thoughs, I'm analising every little detail. Every little thing that was (or wasn't said). I'm reading every status as if it were about me (gosh that sounds big-headed). To summarise, right now, my head is all over the place.
Don't get me wrong, it feels good to have finally gotten things off my chest. But the problem is I now scrutinise how I did it, and replay it in my head on such and endless loop that each time I sound more and more like an idiot to myself.
I feel like I've run out of steam with this post already, so I'll cut it here to end waffle. Shall probably explain this better and add to it in another post soon.
No comments:
Post a Comment